Seeing into the Darkness
I no longer feel afraid. Writhing in pain, yes, but not afraid. I can feel my entire body tense with stress. I feel some of the layers ease away. I am tired, so very tired. But I can feel the strength rise up within me.
I build upon my ancestors. I build upon my family and friends. I often consider my friends as family, for we are all connected. I reach out to grab hold of anything. At moments such as this, the world spins, or is it me that spins? Sometimes I can't tell... I am trying now to build upon myself. For I am strength. I know this. Feel this deep inside. I am strength come alive. I can survive.
In order to survive the future, I must release the past. This message is played over in my head so often, it is beginning to sound like a broken record. But I feel this is a crucial step. I big and deep step, yet profound.
Today marks a Black moon. Normally I don't pat attention to the phases of the moon. But today, for some reason I did. The second new moon. A second chance at bring the "new" version of me forth.
Seeing into the darkness brings insight to move into the light of day.
I build upon my ancestors. I build upon my family and friends. I often consider my friends as family, for we are all connected. I reach out to grab hold of anything. At moments such as this, the world spins, or is it me that spins? Sometimes I can't tell... I am trying now to build upon myself. For I am strength. I know this. Feel this deep inside. I am strength come alive. I can survive.
In order to survive the future, I must release the past. This message is played over in my head so often, it is beginning to sound like a broken record. But I feel this is a crucial step. I big and deep step, yet profound.
Today marks a Black moon. Normally I don't pat attention to the phases of the moon. But today, for some reason I did. The second new moon. A second chance at bring the "new" version of me forth.
Seeing into the darkness brings insight to move into the light of day.
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