A week of transition ✨
I have decided a week ago to start over. To reinvent myself. My image. Glow the .... up. I tried in the past and failed. Obviously. Something happened. I can't explain why or what happened. But let me back up and try to explain. 3 years ago, I had my PAO hip surgery. Major trauma 💔 😢 😪 I will tell that story later on. But for now all you need to know is that after surgery I felt weak. I felt so different. A stranger to myself. I no longer knew who I was. I let the cerebral palsy control me. My pain. My emotions, everything. Physically I grew tired of trying to walk. I binged on foods. Chips. Chocolate. Cookies. Anything I could eat, I would. For years. So naturally I gained wait. Now I grew sad. Always watching my kids play. I want to play with them. But couldn't. I was too in pain and exhausted. I said enough! I have had enough....